Wed 20th

I was thinking at work last night that I wish that I had kept this diary from the start – 4 years ago. How I have changed in that time. I remember having so many doubts and fears, also overconfidence at times in my salvation. I have backslided much during this time. Now there is (at this time) only peace and a quiet assurance within. I pray that many others could feel the way I feel, but one of my greatest weaknesses is in not having the courage to speak of my faith to those closest and most important to me. I did try 4 years ago, but know now that it was me trying to get them to believe, whereas I should have told the story of the gospel and prayed and left it in God’s hands.