More than ever yet, I am feeling the conflict inside between the old man and the new.
This new life, although it has been almost 4 years since awakening, is so faint, so weak. I find it such a struggle to pray, instead getting caught up in the cares and pleasures of this world.
I had wanted this to be a daily blog, to be my fruit, the spirit is willing but the flesh is so weak.
I had quite a good week actually until yesterday, prayed often, enjoyed the inner peace and comfort, but now feel as though I am back to square 1.
